Te iubesc! Intelegi? N-ai decat sa imi dai o palma si sa ma tarasti afara din viata ta, sa te rogi la sfinti sa ma alunge, poti sa faci ce vrei, dar eu te iubesc. Si stii ce? Nu-mi pasa ce crezi despre asta. Iti iubesc toate gandurile si fiecare manifestare a lor, dar nu imi pasa ce crezi despre iubirea mea. Nu poti sa imi iei asta. Nu ai cum. Am libertate deplina in a simti intens toate rasuflarile tale si deschideri ale ochilor si am voie sa ma gandesc cat vor centrii mei nervosi la tine fara ca tu sa ai drept de veto.
Am sa iti ofer o imbratisare atunci cand sufletu-ti cere mangaiere si am sa iti sarut pleoapele tremurande cand potopuri vor veni sa le inunde. Pot fi fraul tau cand nebunia te va napadi in focurile vietii sau cafeaua diminetii pentru a-ti da un plus de energie pe timp de lipsa de chef. Putem vorbi ore in sir, dar rasaritul soarelui nu va epuiza subiectele de discutie pentru ca un om e o galaxie intreaga, iar noi vom fi impreuna o galaxie la patrat.
Stii ce e iubirea? E o prietenie ceva mai afectuoasa, mai dragastoasa, mai increzatoare, mai exigenta… dar e o prietenie. O legatura intre doi care se regasesc a fi asemenea intr-o multime de straini. Poate viata ii desparte fizic, dar prietenia adevarata are radacinile infipte adanc in sol si nu se pierde. De-asta nu mi-e teama sa te iubesc. Pentru ca iubirea doreste binele celuilalt, orice ar insemna asta. Daca nu te fac fericit, esti liber sa iti cauti fericirea. Eu voi fi un om implinit prin implinirea ta. Parca mai teama imi poate fi sa te las a ma iubi si tu, sa ma incred in tot ce faci si sa iti ofer tot ce insemn eu… Atunci m-ai putea rani. Probabil ne-am si certa destul de rau, dar intr-un final nu o sa iti port pica. Voi fi multumita ca totusi te-am cunoscut.
Prin faptul ca iti spun asta, nu iti furnizez niste obligatii morale sau orice altceva, decat imi eliberez eu gandurile care clocotesc in suflet si care ma fac ahtiata in a-ti vorbi. Te iubesc si imi lipsesti. Orice ar fi, sper sa iti fie bine si sa zambesti cat mai senin!
Foarte frumos,imi place! Scrii extraordinar si se vede ca este din suflet. App eu sunt ” R A L U C A” de pe hi5
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Multumesc:*
this is what I call true feelings :P simply one of a kind :D
>:D< that's a true hug
How do you fix a broken heart?
Suffering caused by other people sometimes makes me wonder if loneliness and self isolation and a much better choice than hoping for your dreams and hopes to come true thanks to the ones you depend on.
Isnt it ironic how much pain some have to endure while others bathe in the pride of being surrounded by persons who care for them without any selfish thoughts?
Yet these were only some remarks which came to my mind while reading your article…i hope all are well in your private life and that your songs will become popular among others.
First, I am curious to know where you are from. Until now, I haven`t received any comments from foreign readers.
Secondly, what songs are you talking about?
Regarding this topic so-called “Love and Suffering”, it is well known that love is the most precious GIFT that one could ever be given. That probably is because real love is so rare. Truly happy is someone who can say that loves and is loved in return. Thank you for your wishes, but I believe I`m not (yet) one of those people surrounded by the thing they want most. If I were happy, I sincerely don`t know if I could write as much as I do now. I believe that one can write as long as he feels incomplete, unhappy, unsatisfied. On this topic, I think there would be too much to say, so I won`t continue.
Foreign?Yet i have never mentioned that…as long as you might know i can be at the other end of the world and just encountered your words randomly or i might be someone who knows you…yet that is mearly an aspect of what we have in common.
I am familiar that you are not one of those fulfilled persons,in this way we are alike.I was simply remarking the paradox of human differences.
I`m reffering to all of your songs,my dearest singer..your voice and lyrics enchants even the most ignorant of all people.
And regarding love,it fades…just another pathetic excuse for the search of happines which we all have.You love you family because they are alway there for you and gave birth an shelter,you love you friends because they always understand and help you at their best,you love the one you spend most of you time with because..you expect and desire the same thing from him : love,respect,undestading,help.
But what happens when all of this fades? when you become lonely,when your choices seem to be the wrong ones,when you feel unfullfilled,without any reason to live?
Love is just another GIFT that gets taken away by the passing of time…among other things…so tell me,what you have when everything fades away? only yourself…
Btw,my email is fake,dont bother checking or trying to contact me,and my name represents a puzzle of what i went threw…knowing you`re such a smart person,i expect you to solve it or at least have a hypothesis regarding it. This way we might get to know each other better..and who knows,after that we might lend some help and aid to one another.Good night for now…
I expect you to know what you mentally made me go through by the time I’ve been reading what you replied.
Where do you know me from, who are you exactly and where do you know that I`d be a singer or a smartie?
It`s pretty odd to receive a comment to one of my posts written in English, but still that person to not be from abroad.
This fake email of yours is awkward too… I`m in a total mist.
i speak more languages,pot continua in romana sau in cateva alte limbi,but it.s easier this way…quite frankly i wish to know what you went threw while reading my post…was it fear?perhaps curiosity? Definetly you felt amazed..and i’m sure i raised many questions inside of you,yet the answers are not that relevant to the things i desire from you…lets start this in a simple way: juxtapose..how can this word have a relevance to a human? (btw,yes in my opinion you’re one of the greatest young singers i have yet encountered and i have no doubt regarding your inteligence either). Solve the riddle to prove me right and let us continue this experience
juxtapose = anagrama ? Si de unde dorinta asta de exprimare a cunostintei de limbi straine daca suntem cetateni ale aceleiasi tari?
Iar ‘the things you made me go through’ sunt uimire, curiozitate… Dar o uimire destul de mare.
Oh, si care sunt lucrurile pe care ti le doresti de la mine?
juxtapunere-aliniere(nu conteaza felul). preferi romana? mie engleza imi pare mult mai interesanta,o limba cu adevarat expresiva,dar fie cum doresti…
uimire? deobicei esti mai intai curios si apoi uimit in astfel de situatii…
ce vreau de la tine? nimic material,nu as putea spune insa ca ceva sentimental deoarece nu ma astept sa fii chiar asa de dornica… si totusi imi doresc pure raspunsuri la intrebari ce m-am saturat sa mi le adresez singur sau unor companioni mult prea incuiati…si de asemenea doresc sa raspund si la intrebarile tale de genul acesta…sunt sigur ca mereu ti se ridica cate o intrebare ce nu ii poti gasi un raspuns concludent,unul care sa te si satisfaca dar sa fie in acelasi timp corect…asa ca spunemi te rog tsutsu,in ce crezi daca in Dumnezeu nu?ce iti da speranta cand nu mai ai?ce te face sa continui cand ai spus de atatea ori stop?
Si mie imi place engleza si o folosesc destul de des, in ciuda faptului ca incerc sa nu o mai fac, dar ma simt ciudat vorbind integral in engleza cu cineva de aceeasi cetatenie… But I`m fine with your desire too.
I know very well what ‘juxtapose’ means, but I asked if I should solve an anagram with this word or what other link to you could it have?
I am now extremely curious to know who you are. And how do you know if i believe in God or not or if i’ve ever said “stop,no more!” ? I mean one is to naturally discuss with someone and another to claim arguments for what you believe that person thinks.
si sper sa nu te rusinezi din pricina englezei si sa alegi romana sau sa crezi ca ma consider superior ptr ca stiu si eu cateva boabe de engleza si inca cate de alte limbi,cat despre tine sa stii ca “vorbesti” foarte bine lb engleza din cate observ.
Nu e vorba de a ma rusina, ci de faptul ca mi se pare aiurea, ciudat… Cine esti?
My name is..oh well we shall discuss that little aspect later,it`s not important at the moment. Don`t tell me you never had moments when you couldn`t continue,when you felt weak and abandoned,not only by your siblings but by the one who you were thought to worship and pray. You should know better than anyone just by the words written on this blog,that miracles happen threw human strenght also,that he who we worship and in which we bealive is a mear fiction of our imagination,and was created and passed on threw generations so that we all had faith to carry on with the help of an ilusional god.
And i must admit,that discussing these “issues” with you gives me a brain “orgasm”.
This is why i chose you,for that thing you have that turns on my need to express opinions in a world where we all try to convince each other of the truth we have in our own minds…but in the end,which one is the real truth?
Back to your main task,i want you to imagine and solve what bond is there between a juxtapose and a person like myself. it might be a bit hard,due to the fact that you do not know me here,but i will happily answer a few questions so that you will solve this little puzzle.that is of course if you not wish to solve it without any help. Good luck dear.
And at the moment i do not consider that my name will have any relevance to you,maybe will just enlighten you and break down that curiosity that`s burning inside of you. But i really wouldn`t want to do that,”tormenting” you till either you give up trying to find out my name or ,you shall summ up all the clues and little details that might give me in and find out yourself (that would really make me proud since i think this is what`s going to happen).
Anyway i bet you have a couple of names that might fit my persona,i`d like to hear them if you don`t mind :) .But tmr morning,for now rest well and be shure to dream well.
You know very well what kind of relevance it has for me. Still I am curious to know how did you choose me and when have you spoken to me last time, excepting this comment session?
Honestly, I don`t feel the need to prove anything to anyone but myself, depending on case. This thing about analyzing and searching for any kind of proof is fatiguing and I can`t say that I`m in my best shape. So if you want I`d ask you to tell me now who you are or establish a time limit and, until then, we could discuss not knowing who you are. But, after that period, you shall tell me. Please choose.
Domnule (sau Doamna) Juxtapose, imi cer scuzele de rigoare pentru ca indraznesc sa iti intrerup erosul intelectual, dar am o MARE rugaminte: foloseste limba engleza in forma ei corecta. Inteleg ca prietena noastra comuna si draga ti-a excitat neuronii si nu te poti concentra, dar, este inadmisibil sa folosesti “threw” in loc de “through” in mod repetat. De asemenea ai mari probleme cu expresiile specifice limbii: “as long as you might know i can be at the other end of the world” ar fi fost de fapt “for all you know I could be at the other end of the world” … si ca tot suntem aici, persoana intai singular se scrie cu i mare, nu i mic. Ortografia sufera si ea, este in chinuri chiar. Ce iti propun eu: cat timp prietena noastra rezolva enigma vietii tale ce are la baza o juxtapunere de idei aleatoare si gramatica proasta menite sa creeze o atmosfera enigmatica, tu, Fat-Frumos (sau Ileana-Cosanzeaza), fugi si te juxtapui unei carti de engleza sau te exprimi pe viitor in limba Romana. Multzam fain !
Esti acid ca o portocala. :))
Si totusi la fel de virgin din punct de vedere mental ca prima zi de la nastere,drag Radu,unele greseli se pot comite,mai ales de “misspelling”,sau de exprimare,nu am insistat sa arat ca stiu limba engleza,pur si simplu am dorit sa port conversatia in aceasta limba deoarece mi se pare mai expresiva.
Si totusi,care este rostul tau aici?Te poti duce sa incerci sa te rezolvi,eu nu am niciun interes in persoana ta jalnica.Greselile mele sunt greseli,asta este se mai intampla,si in romana si in engleza si in orice alta limba imi este greu sa scriu in starea care ma aflu,imi pierd ideile si randul gandirii destul de repede din cauza unor probleme de sanatate grave,insa tu vii aici sa ma judeci si sa ma corectezi.Asa ca ce ar fi sa iti pui in practica micile tale “rautati” altundeva,nu imi starnesti decat sila prin comentariile tale in care incerci sa ma corectezi . (si am mentionat sus clar,stiu si eu cateva boabe de limba engleza,nicidecum ca as fi un cunoscator inrait,ci doar imi e mai usor sa ma exprim asa). Acum dispari,nu te mai obosi sa-mi postezi ceva ce ma plictiseste de moarte. Fara placere !
Ow and btw,ignorance is a bless for those who wield it…
Ok ok, lets continue our little conversation and answer my reply please.
Who? Who is but the form following the function of what.and what I am is a human with a hidden identity.
You haven`t solved any puzzle yet,not to mention that i still await to hear you opinion about who i am.
opinion about who you are… Tell me at least when have we spoken last time and how often did we? I have no idea in this moment about who you could be. And, as I have already told you, I`m not in my best mood either so I`m not going to start a brainstorming now in order to find proof about who you are. Lets make a deal so everyone gets happy.
Bad mood or just tired? Oh well we don`t speak that much,neither do you see too often,you might not even remember my name but i most certainly know you.
‘neither do you see too often’? What did you mean by that? If we`re in this kind of situation where one of us might even not remember the other one, than how can you remember me that well and why? Yet you havent told me when we have spoken last time excepting this.
Recently enough.What`s so odd about me knowing you a little better while you don`t? I had interest in you and you didn`t have in me (not that weird kind of stalking interest if you get what i mean).
Let me just put it this way: if i don`t reveal myself,you would really have brainstorm to find out yourself.
I`m going to take a walk in the park near my home,we shall continue later this evening.Have a nice day dear !
OH, and another thing… It`s also curious that you claim to know my songs, the ones written by me. When did you read them? And the second thing, have you read my blog entirely?
Believe me, no brainstorm for now or any close future. As you are in an undesired situation/state of mind, so am I. My worries are other at this moment, though I am curious to know who you are. So lets make a deal for everyone to be satisfied.
Deal? Let us hear it then, although i can`t exactly find anything that my interest me at this moment. As for your songs, i refer to those which you composed,but let`s just say i appreciate you musical talent overall.
And my mental state has been this way for many years, it`s a bad mood or something that will go away unfortunately. But luckly it`s bearable.
UNfortunately ? Don`t you want it to go away ? You still haven’t told me where do you know my songs from and if you have read my blog entirely or not.
And what about this bad state? Where does it come from?
misspelled it…again.damn it ! wanted to say
“And my mental state has been this way for many years, it`s NOT a bad mood or something that will go away,unfortunately. But luckly it`s bearable.”
Happened to come across a couple of your songs and i read some articles from the blog that cought my interest.
`Nuff about me,how are you?
How could you “come across” my songs?…I don`t post them, but one. That`s why it`s kind of odd to hear from you that you know them.
Why don`t you want to discuss in private? A blog is a public way to express yourself and for you it is easy because no one knows your identity, but mine is well known.
Ok how can we speak in private?
what about email? or messenger? there are many ways
so shall it be…: juxtapose4tsutsu@yahoo.com . made just for you,wouldn`t want to give you more clues than i already did, that would lead to my true identity. But for now good night again, dream well !
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